New model

Let's try it out this way..

We'll know the outcome tomorrow.

~ Enthusiasm ~

态

世界在动。

只有在自己静下来的时候，一切才会变得那么清晰。

我迷失方向已经非常久了。静下想想，我已经不知道现在的生活是为了什么而冲刺。

回头看看，截至中三以前的生活，我的思想还不是那么地狂野，人生只有自己的兴趣和极为热衷的学业。

我是一个不肯认输的人。也就是这种态度造就我当时不少的辉煌...

长大了、看似成熟了，其实只是思想上多了那份借口和逃避、少了那份最纯的热情 - 我只会胡思乱想

我要成功。我有一系列的固执要向自己证明，我是对的！

新的方向： 看得更远，享受其中

~ 勿忘珍惜 ~

绊脚石

每一次就是要出现那么一颗...

不懂得彻底觉醒，只好靠一次次小挫折来凝聚四处纷飞的思绪。

希望这次影响不大。

至少，我醒了。

至少，我还懂得醒...

~ 不言 ~

The Definition

Yes, a long waited awakening.

It's all about being at the right place at the right time. The interdependence of all occupants of the environment.

Sight can never be clear; the peculiarity lies within the definition of 'clear'.

For everything is changing, change itself is actually the ultimate constant.

There was never a point to loiter around a seemingly confusing territory; rationality will always be just a model.

It is indeed virtually impossible to see and think clearly: this is where interactions with the surrounding provide me with a sound and convincing answer.

I'm glad I saw light.

~ Nothing left ~

Motivate

This is the first time in my life that I've been chased out of class despite having FULLY PREPARED FOR THE TUTORIAL SESSION.

To whom it may concern,

I declare war, and I'll prove my worth to you in subsequent classes and in MIDTERM EXAM and in FINAL EXAM.

There's no turning back from this point onwards. Let's hope that I'll thank you after I've received my transcript.

~ Justice will prevail ~

尔后

阔别六个月，心境；有变有迁

总之，之前的六个月并没有那股冲劲儿在这里挥毫一番。

今天回来，感觉还不错 =)

六个月又二十八天的时间，不可能在一口气就写完，但那一幕幕的光阴，历历在目。怎么形容... 必然的成长吧。

最重要的心得：此时此刻，甚至于每时每刻，在现阶段的生命而言，没有一件事比对得起自己更重要。

让自己开心，没必要胡思乱想。借此提醒半睡半醒的自己，是时候改变 :)

~ Change is inevitable ~

12月31日

一年，极大的变化。

总结一句，从惊险到心安，从失落到振作，从初成到后茫；点滴。

人长大了，思想也成熟了。

纵使偶尔会失去方向，但愿每一回都能及时回归。

一年；365天，历历在目。

告别这365天，重新洗牌，愿人生更精彩。

生命的足迹

没错。

这个脚印特别漂亮...

我们在一起的时间·珍惜...

~ 舍不得·她 ~

101010

What a date... Would be a waste to not jot it down here..

Ha.....

Things going on as usual, every day's a new day that is neither foreseen nor predicted. Never know what's coming next. Kinda insecure, I don't hate it though..

Knowing what to do is substantial, but having a clear mind is my new agenda.. Since tri 2 I've been trying to sleep early, trying to curb the not-so-alike 'sleeping disorder', thank goodness it has turned out to be pretty successful =)

That's the 1st thing.. The 2nd would be about studies.. It's pretty obvious that exhaustion is to be taken into account, albeit determination was always the priority.

I'll take a new approach..

~ Zoom out ~

静

下雨了。凉快多了。

曾几何时，吉隆坡的夜空是那么美丽。

记得几天前的凌晨，我站在宿舍的顶楼，细细品味那一片宁静。

那种宁静深深地吸引我。当时的脑海里只浮现这样的一个想法 - 就算是再繁华的都市，到了深夜，依然回归最初的平静。

人生也是这样。不管是再忙碌的生活，还是再烦恼的问题，我们都需要内心的平静。

每一天，总有夜深人静的时候。

人，也有回归最初的时候。

~ 回归平静，重新出发，从心出发 ~